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[famouswithoutme]

judy,
could anyone be loved any more
than I love you?
does it hurt you, too?

judy,
i've been feeling small too long
i love you so
but something's wrong.

and i come running when you want me here,
and when you want me to i disappear
judy.

i knew
if i made it easy for you
you'd settle for me
yeah, eventually.

but judy,
i can't be myself anymore
it's way too hard
being loved by default.

judy, you know i'm not mad anymore
at least most of the time
but it could take a while
and i've been living just to see you smile (every once in a while).