you're either coming, or you just left,
but you're always on your way...
tomorrow i'm leaving for fla for two weeks... i mean, it's going to be fun, but i'm really going to miss ryan.. :( we hung out ALL day yesterday, from about 11:30 'til 2 am.. we sat in his driveway and talked from like 12 until 2.. we saw house of wax earlier in sobo, it was pretty good. we're counting down the days 'til i come back.. haha but i'm still a paranoid, and i wonder if he even really likes me.. i mean, he acts like he does, and he says he does... but sometimes, i wonder.. becuase he's still dating sara (WHORE)... i told him if they're still dating when i come back from florida, i'd kick him. and i will. 'cause i'm so tired of being everybody's second best.. i'd rather be their first best for one damned time..
whatever... yesterday was just so.. i don't know.. it was great.. i even told him last night.. i didn't want to leave, 'cause it just felt so right.. and for some reason, i feel like it shouldn't.... i dunno
p.s. - tiff, we'll probably be driving over to see you guys this week sometime.. haha.. dunno when, couldn't tell ya, but i think we are. later! :)
tomorrow i'm leaving for fla for two weeks... i mean, it's going to be fun, but i'm really going to miss ryan.. :( we hung out ALL day yesterday, from about 11:30 'til 2 am.. we sat in his driveway and talked from like 12 until 2.. we saw house of wax earlier in sobo, it was pretty good. we're counting down the days 'til i come back.. haha but i'm still a paranoid, and i wonder if he even really likes me.. i mean, he acts like he does, and he says he does... but sometimes, i wonder.. becuase he's still dating sara (WHORE)... i told him if they're still dating when i come back from florida, i'd kick him. and i will. 'cause i'm so tired of being everybody's second best.. i'd rather be their first best for one damned time..
whatever... yesterday was just so.. i don't know.. it was great.. i even told him last night.. i didn't want to leave, 'cause it just felt so right.. and for some reason, i feel like it shouldn't.... i dunno
p.s. - tiff, we'll probably be driving over to see you guys this week sometime.. haha.. dunno when, couldn't tell ya, but i think we are. later! :)