so basically.... i hate you...
i wish i could say that without knowing i'm a complete liar.
i want to hate you... but i don't.
so things with ryan are falling apart worse than ever. we're not even friends. at least from my point of view. he yells at me, tells me i'm paranoid, and that he's not talking to other girls. yet, his sister told me he got the girl's number.
i'm not stupid.. why do you have to lie? just tell me the fucking truth.
i'd rather be miserable without you, then wasting all my time waiting for you while you tell me "we're still on a break".. fuck a breakk.. it's yes or no, not maybe. i'm not your backup girl.
i'm ready for someone new.... no, not really.. i still really love ryan.. but i hate him.. how does that make any sense??
i'm just ready for some guy friends.. haha.. someone i can chill with, hang out.. you know? fuck it.. i have no problems with friends with benefits.
i'm a whore. damn.
i'm so frustrated with this situation. i wish he'd make up his fucking mind already.
i want to hate you... but i don't.
so things with ryan are falling apart worse than ever. we're not even friends. at least from my point of view. he yells at me, tells me i'm paranoid, and that he's not talking to other girls. yet, his sister told me he got the girl's number.
i'm not stupid.. why do you have to lie? just tell me the fucking truth.
i'd rather be miserable without you, then wasting all my time waiting for you while you tell me "we're still on a break".. fuck a breakk.. it's yes or no, not maybe. i'm not your backup girl.
i'm ready for someone new.... no, not really.. i still really love ryan.. but i hate him.. how does that make any sense??
i'm just ready for some guy friends.. haha.. someone i can chill with, hang out.. you know? fuck it.. i have no problems with friends with benefits.
i'm a whore. damn.
i'm so frustrated with this situation. i wish he'd make up his fucking mind already.