Jan 11, 2006 22:41
I'm so Happy! Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! You know it's amazing how much a Man can affect your life and how much you can enjoy it. I've learned alot over the past year. Of all things, I've learned who I am and how to love. Now I'm not trying to be all mushy but it's true. After that insidence in April, I've just come to terms that you don't know how much time you've actually got and that you have to be kind and love everybody. I was so used to making judgments about people. I realized I couldn't do that, I had and have no right to do it and I stopped doing it. I realized that we're all god's children and if he can love us all equally than i sure cant do any less. Today in institute we were talking about Faith. You have to have faith that things will work out ok and that you'll make it but "Faith without Works is Dead". If you don't do anything about that faith or to accomplish a task having to do with that faith, what's the point.
I had my first hall meeting tonight and I think it went well. I enjoyed it. I hope I didn't scare anyone.
Eric called me tonignt when he got out of school at 9:30pm. He said he just wanted to talk to me. It was so cute. He he heeeee.
I am now sitting in my bed typing. I appologize for the long entry but I just feel very happy and relaxed. I'm excited and I don't know.
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PS
I want you all to know that "You choose your own happiness. . . so choose to be happy!" :) Please remember that it's not someone or something that makes you mad, it's you that chooses to be mad, so the next time you have a situation, choose to be happy no matter what's going on.
I love you all
Felicia