Oh my fucking god!!
Well the phone rang at 6:12 this morning. Talk about early, you see, I wouldn't care if I hadn't worked yesterday, but I was tired. I was so tired my eyes were too blurry to read the caller ID. I answered it and it took me a while to figure out ot was Andy. He told me how bad he fucked up and how much he loves me. I feel really bad, but it's not my fault. He told me how he had nowhere to go cuz it was too early to go home. He said he felt like driving his car off a bridge. He told me about how he doesn't think Jason loves me and that pissed me off, cuz I know he does. He said I deserve to have a perfect life because I'm such a beautiful and sweet girl and how I don't need him in my life, whoch isn't true. I value him as a friend. I will always care about him. It's not my fault that we broke up. I had a very good reason to dumb him, for those of you who know why you'll know I'm telling the truth. I mean what am I supposed to do, put up with that kind of shit? At 7:30 I text messaged Jason and told him to call me after he took Terra to school cuz I had a stressful morning. He called at like 8 and could tell something was wrong so he came upstairs. I love him so much no matter how much Andy says that he doesn't love me, I know he does. I know Andy does too, but It's too late. I'm sorry that he feels like this, but there is nothing I can do about it. I'm in love, I'm happy, he should understand that. Then he hung up on me cuz I said I acn't hang out with him to chance him making a move on me. He wouldn't answer his phone again. I'm sorry but I don't know what to do. . . Well, thats the end of my story for right now. .