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There are two phone calls I need to make, some soul searching I need to do, and a magic wand that I need to find. Because it will take some magic to help me out of all of this.
I tried explaining it to Mike at work today, but it didn't work. I just feel so...lost when it comes to all of this. Relationships, work, personal issues, school, everything in my life right now.
I had a dream last night that I attempted suicide by slitting my wrists in the bathroom. My brother was the one that found me there, but I was still breathing.
I don't know if I had that dream because I stayed up for a while reading books about vampires, or if I had it because of something deeper.
I can't shake this panic feeling. I'm not sure what's causing it...I have a pretty good idea...but I really hope that's not it.
I tried explaining it to Mike at work today, but it didn't work. I just feel so...lost when it comes to all of this. Relationships, work, personal issues, school, everything in my life right now.
I had a dream last night that I attempted suicide by slitting my wrists in the bathroom. My brother was the one that found me there, but I was still breathing.
I don't know if I had that dream because I stayed up for a while reading books about vampires, or if I had it because of something deeper.
I can't shake this panic feeling. I'm not sure what's causing it...I have a pretty good idea...but I really hope that's not it.