and if it makes you less sad
quick update:
saw the heart doctor today, nothing too serious, the pain is most likely being caused by a torn or strained bone in my abs or ribs, from coughing so much when i had pneumonia for a month, pressing against my heart. the fast and heavy pounding of my heart is apparently being caused by a lack of hydration and large amounts of stress. apparently tall and skinny people have tall and skinny hearts. apparently when iam stressed and dehydrated my heart shrivels up and gets small and this one part of my inner heart stays the same, so its not that its been beating heavier or faster its just a tiny heart has been pumping like a normal heart would....or something like that i didn't pay much attention after he said it wasn't anything serious.
but i do have to go back once iam done school and have a stress test done and wear a heart monitor for a week,
this weekend was not good
is the juice worth the squeeze basically sums it all up
and listening to deja like 30 times
neils dying with super strept throat which means i'll probably be sitting in a dark quiet dorm room for the rest of the week which should make the stress part even worse since i'll have nothing to do but think which is never good
saw the heart doctor today, nothing too serious, the pain is most likely being caused by a torn or strained bone in my abs or ribs, from coughing so much when i had pneumonia for a month, pressing against my heart. the fast and heavy pounding of my heart is apparently being caused by a lack of hydration and large amounts of stress. apparently tall and skinny people have tall and skinny hearts. apparently when iam stressed and dehydrated my heart shrivels up and gets small and this one part of my inner heart stays the same, so its not that its been beating heavier or faster its just a tiny heart has been pumping like a normal heart would....or something like that i didn't pay much attention after he said it wasn't anything serious.
but i do have to go back once iam done school and have a stress test done and wear a heart monitor for a week,
this weekend was not good
is the juice worth the squeeze basically sums it all up
and listening to deja like 30 times
neils dying with super strept throat which means i'll probably be sitting in a dark quiet dorm room for the rest of the week which should make the stress part even worse since i'll have nothing to do but think which is never good