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i just got an email from sophie and it's the best email i've ever received and i can't stop crying
Damn you, I wanted to be the first to email. There I go, always a competion.
I was so going to email you all summer, but I didn't know what you'd think. It's neither of our faults, this falling out, but if it was, which there isn't, it would most likely fall on me. It was the boyfriend what did me in. I fell into the trap of spending time with a depressed depleted, maore than slightly self absorbed person.
SO I apologize, to you, and all others whom I've made worry, or anything else undesireable. I was starting to worry that maybe that cathartic night in july we shared was just a fluck, then I started to really wonder if it was our sort of goodbye. But we can't allow that to happen.
Anyway, in the emailI was going to write to you sooner was going to go something like this:
I've thought about you a lot lately, partly due to my rachel reading, which I thoroughly enjoyed. What I mean by this is I started out my summer with Generation X. I read it in like three days. BUt now I don't want to read any other Coupland books because I know Ive read most of his acclaimed best, rachelly acclaimed best to boot. And if there's one thing I don't like being, it's let down, by an author. Later on this same summer I found Bel Canto at a garage sale (even later on I found a rachel's brother at a garage sale) but it was two bucks, and I'm really really cheap. FOrtunately, melainie is less so, and she bought it and lent it to me. I read this as well in a matter of days. I remember so vividly you reading it, and I think I recall you crying? perhaps? maybei'm embellishing. But I remember how deeply impressed you were with it, and how I'd always associate sigur ros with you and that trip, you reading that book, me my Rama book, and of course, the question book. I think I now know what happened to that question book, we exhausted it entirely. ASking every question its maximum amount of times, and it just not-so-spontaneously ended.
I thought about you, and all of our good times, and all the good times we could've had, which you probably did have, but that I so selfishly turned away from. THere was a missing sensation when Kari would come over and watch video games. Or when she brought up mr.slam. Remember him? Did you just gag, if not , then think about how I totally made out with him. NOw I know you're gagging... And marissa. She was sad when she learned that we were'nt inseperable, or that we'de become slightly more distinguishable.
So then, if not for you, or me, or some other people, then for marissa, we shall rekindle our broken marrige. We must once again take back our rightfull titles as lesbian sisters, that may actually be just one person.
ps. when should we make our first play date. If you want we could celebrate my birthday together, but not quite like last year's, and yes, I still have my isirh tropical plant sitting on my windowsill.
toodles, pal.
Damn you, I wanted to be the first to email. There I go, always a competion.
I was so going to email you all summer, but I didn't know what you'd think. It's neither of our faults, this falling out, but if it was, which there isn't, it would most likely fall on me. It was the boyfriend what did me in. I fell into the trap of spending time with a depressed depleted, maore than slightly self absorbed person.
SO I apologize, to you, and all others whom I've made worry, or anything else undesireable. I was starting to worry that maybe that cathartic night in july we shared was just a fluck, then I started to really wonder if it was our sort of goodbye. But we can't allow that to happen.
Anyway, in the emailI was going to write to you sooner was going to go something like this:
I've thought about you a lot lately, partly due to my rachel reading, which I thoroughly enjoyed. What I mean by this is I started out my summer with Generation X. I read it in like three days. BUt now I don't want to read any other Coupland books because I know Ive read most of his acclaimed best, rachelly acclaimed best to boot. And if there's one thing I don't like being, it's let down, by an author. Later on this same summer I found Bel Canto at a garage sale (even later on I found a rachel's brother at a garage sale) but it was two bucks, and I'm really really cheap. FOrtunately, melainie is less so, and she bought it and lent it to me. I read this as well in a matter of days. I remember so vividly you reading it, and I think I recall you crying? perhaps? maybei'm embellishing. But I remember how deeply impressed you were with it, and how I'd always associate sigur ros with you and that trip, you reading that book, me my Rama book, and of course, the question book. I think I now know what happened to that question book, we exhausted it entirely. ASking every question its maximum amount of times, and it just not-so-spontaneously ended.
I thought about you, and all of our good times, and all the good times we could've had, which you probably did have, but that I so selfishly turned away from. THere was a missing sensation when Kari would come over and watch video games. Or when she brought up mr.slam. Remember him? Did you just gag, if not , then think about how I totally made out with him. NOw I know you're gagging... And marissa. She was sad when she learned that we were'nt inseperable, or that we'de become slightly more distinguishable.
So then, if not for you, or me, or some other people, then for marissa, we shall rekindle our broken marrige. We must once again take back our rightfull titles as lesbian sisters, that may actually be just one person.
ps. when should we make our first play date. If you want we could celebrate my birthday together, but not quite like last year's, and yes, I still have my isirh tropical plant sitting on my windowsill.
toodles, pal.