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I'm prett y sure I'm in love with him.
I'm so scared I'll never see him again.
He doesn't want me and now I can't stop crying.
I don't want to talk to my friends about it, I've kept it bottled up for so long and it seems so melodramatic.
I'm never not thinking about him.
The only reason I eat is t do something, but I'm not hungry, I can't sleep at all, ( Read more... )
ohhh katie kate :( *cuddles*
I'm guessing this is about Will?
I can't even imagine how you feel right now I'm so sorry.
I don't want to talk to my friends about it, I've kept it bottled up for so long and it seems so melodramatic.
You can ALWAYS talk to your friends about anything. And It's not melodramatic at all. Who do you know who wouldn't be EXACTLY the same in your position? Any girl would be.
Totally random that I came on LJ, I've not been on in ages then i find my little kate all sad :( It's a sign that you should come round sometime and we'll have tea in the kitchen till 4am and then smoke even though we both quit.
How's Thursday? hmm? I have an exam tomorrow morning which i need to revise for or else I'd say tonight. erghh and I'm at some fecking wedding in lincoln? Linkin? what the hell? this weekend O__O nana sheila in a weird hat *priceless*
anyway
I love you kate, ring me later on if you want. I didn't go to college today because i have like, crippling period pain but i'll call you later or you call me if you get this i don't know if you're in college right now. :S
Feel better soon, moon.
i know it's so easy to say "get over it - it's just a boy" but it's not like that at all anymore now we're old lol, everything means so much more. time's a' changin'!
LOVE YOU xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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why have you been banned? you're doing a good job of breaking the rules anyway...lol.
I know I can talk to you all about it but Beth and Jeff are just like 'he doesn't deserve you' and being all motivational and lovely and all, but it isn't that simple and I just sound really pathetic and horrible and don't want to wank on about it to you all...
I may well take you up on some good ole finder egg brews tomorrow?
sounds good mud.
time's indeed a'changin'!
This cheered me up, I miss you now we don't do daily catch up and weekly sleepovers at yours where we burn hole sin umbrellas, drink tea laugh and cry loads.
hmmm.
Please don't tell the others this either, I just hate being like this which is why I only put it here...
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tbh, he doesn't deserve you. but tha wn't stop you being in love with him and that must be a really awful position to be in. It's not pathetic at all, i think it's just really sad that he's so lazy and hanging you on and on.
tomorrow should be reet, after college? i have my french oral in the morning so i'll probs be suicidal. O__O
everything's more real now. it's not LF anymore!! haha but it's true; we don't just pretend to be in love and stuff we actually ARE and it's fucking awful when you can't make everything go exactly how you want it to.
i won't mention anything to the gals. cross my heart.
love you kattumzzz
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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