hm~ I don't know how to title this~
So...hi there~
uhm...first off...yesterday evening was the worst soccer practise ever~ it sucked so much...and I was so angry afterwards...and yeah...sucked~
but...work today was rather easy and boring, because I was stansing outside all the time selling stuff that won't sell well XD
um...why am I downloading a FTIsland concert...hm...because I have to admit that I do like them...alsways these kids *shakes head and hides*
I saw that Wang Leehom will release a new album? hm...will definetly watch out for that^^
and DBSK I hate U because now you released a version C of your Mirotic album with four more songs without anything else and...that version would haven been the best version to get I think but well...screw you I will download the other four songs somewhere, pfft~ XDDD
Where is my SHINee album?
okay selfish thoughts that I need to get off my chest -START-
I know a lot of people don't feel well these days and this is why I feel bad for actually writing this senseless and...weird stuff now so...beforehand, I am sorry -.-;;;
yes it is about my sub-consciousness...um...for example...why does D-kun have to ask too nicely questions like 'which lesson do you have next?' and then say 'have fun.' ??? Why does that seem...different to me than before? Brain I hate u~ I mean really...I can't start liking a person because of a dream, right? especially if I don't know anything about said person...
and then...why does it seem like La-kun from my history class is...often sitting next to me during breaks or before lessons and...is talking to me a lot (which he didn't do before)? um...I don't wwant to imply anything with questions like this it's jsut stuff I noticed recently and it might be more obvious to me because of my dream...I don't even know why I make a big deal out of it because...THERE IS NOTHING~! this is confusing XDD really...and then there is always M-kun who seems so obvious but at the same time...not XD I don't even know but...somehow it'd be nice to know if it's just his normal behaviour or not...
You know the feeling of being followed by certain things? this is what I am doing atm, imagining things that are not different than usual...at least that's what I think if anybody thinks differently, tell me XDDDD
Gosh I am so needy these days it's embarrassing...but...instead of thinking about these people I'd rather think about the cute asian guy who smiled at me today...or...about the cute kids I saw all day, getting their free 'Haribo' XDDD
I will hide somewhere now and never come out again because this is so ridiculus and bad and...Gosh...especially in contrast to your guys problems this is like...the smallest thing in the world and...not really important or anything...I survived 18 years without anything like that already, I will survive some more years~
but...it's scary....
I'll end it here~
(When will my entries be more coherent or...creative...I really want to write something but...gah~)
uhm...first off...yesterday evening was the worst soccer practise ever~ it sucked so much...and I was so angry afterwards...and yeah...sucked~
but...work today was rather easy and boring, because I was stansing outside all the time selling stuff that won't sell well XD
um...why am I downloading a FTIsland concert...hm...because I have to admit that I do like them...alsways these kids *shakes head and hides*
I saw that Wang Leehom will release a new album? hm...will definetly watch out for that^^
and DBSK I hate U because now you released a version C of your Mirotic album with four more songs without anything else and...that version would haven been the best version to get I think but well...screw you I will download the other four songs somewhere, pfft~ XDDD
Where is my SHINee album?
okay selfish thoughts that I need to get off my chest -START-
I know a lot of people don't feel well these days and this is why I feel bad for actually writing this senseless and...weird stuff now so...beforehand, I am sorry -.-;;;
yes it is about my sub-consciousness...um...for example...why does D-kun have to ask too nicely questions like 'which lesson do you have next?' and then say 'have fun.' ??? Why does that seem...different to me than before? Brain I hate u~ I mean really...I can't start liking a person because of a dream, right? especially if I don't know anything about said person...
and then...why does it seem like La-kun from my history class is...often sitting next to me during breaks or before lessons and...is talking to me a lot (which he didn't do before)? um...I don't wwant to imply anything with questions like this it's jsut stuff I noticed recently and it might be more obvious to me because of my dream...I don't even know why I make a big deal out of it because...THERE IS NOTHING~! this is confusing XDD really...and then there is always M-kun who seems so obvious but at the same time...not XD I don't even know but...somehow it'd be nice to know if it's just his normal behaviour or not...
You know the feeling of being followed by certain things? this is what I am doing atm, imagining things that are not different than usual...at least that's what I think if anybody thinks differently, tell me XDDDD
Gosh I am so needy these days it's embarrassing...but...instead of thinking about these people I'd rather think about the cute asian guy who smiled at me today...or...about the cute kids I saw all day, getting their free 'Haribo' XDDD
I will hide somewhere now and never come out again because this is so ridiculus and bad and...Gosh...especially in contrast to your guys problems this is like...the smallest thing in the world and...not really important or anything...I survived 18 years without anything like that already, I will survive some more years~
but...it's scary....
I'll end it here~
(When will my entries be more coherent or...creative...I really want to write something but...gah~)