HUGE UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi everyone. I am a live. Live just got too much for me and I've been missing out on my Guchi love. lol
Anyway, Eli finally got me to give him his divorce and on the 3ed of April we went before a judge. Thing is we still haven't got our official papers and from what I read for 120 days we're still kind of married. But that's ok. I still see him and talk to him. He didn't get the OUT he wanted. Nope. He honestly just fucked himself over because on he could have backed out of it and we could have worked something out...or at less waited till his/our surprise from Karma came. Yeah, April first was a very interesting dad. Let's see the story goes like this through text message:
Me *standing in my bathroom at 4:20am April 1st*: Um Eli...We have a problem and can't get divorced.
Eli: No problem, we're getting divorced. Get over it.
Me: *Sends pic*
Eli: LOL funny. I know it's April first.
Me:...I forgot it was April Fools day.
...That's not fake. See.
*sends second picture*
Eli:....
....
....NO!
Me: Karma?
Eli: NO! DAMNIT NO!
Me: Well
Eli: FUCK!
And that's how I told Eli we have a baby on the way.
He's been really mixed on everything. He didn't want anyone to know. Not even his friend. It got to the point where I finally just said fuck him, I'm cockblocking him and I send a message to all the people I could see on his friends list on Facebook that he worked with a message saying I was prego and he was being a jerk. Most think i'm crazy anyway, so why not. It ended up working more or less all the sluts from work aren't trying to get on his cock anymore. I still haven't told his family, but that's more due to the fact I'm still very worried about losing this one still. They'll find out later. Hell his little brother still sees me when I pass his work. My doctor say I'm ok and if work gets to much for me then he'll write a note so I can work less harder, but I'm fine. I also got me a Doppler so I can hear the babies heartbeat, which is very nice for me after a day where I worked a little to hard or have a weird pain...or like today feel something weird...ended up being the baby. I'm just far alone that I can catch a flutter. I'm well 16weeks in a few hours. :) I'll be finding out somewhere around the 18th what I'm having. I'll be sure to send word.
But yeah, so lots of stress with Eli. Work has been up and down. BTW Colin, quit works at Target, still talks to me and has seen me a few times. Both my cool top bosses moved to nights and one just got screwed over and fired. My Department Manager switched to the other side of the store. Got a alright guy but he's just not a manager. I got screwed over. Then my DM's boss stepped down. ...Lots of movement going on. It's crazy. But on a good thing, my co worker in sporting goods, the only chick over there. Is really a great pal. Heck the other day she didn't feel like going home, I had 3 days off in a row. She called me up and we went for a drive to anther town and the Arm. Got to see the wild sheep and just enjoy the summer we have been waiting for. BTW we only just started having summer. I AM NOT KIDDING OR JUST SAYING THIS. WE HAD IT SNOW 3 WEEKS AGO! We broke the record for latest snowfall in this part of the state. SO yeah everyone was/is suffering from a long ass winter too.
Um...oh my old pal from heck 6th grade, moved in cuz he got screwed over really bad from other friends over housing and they just took his money. The thing is this person is a trans female to male, so mom walks her lines of her beliefs and doing the right thing. Luck this person isn't very unreason and stupid like the ones who get to talk for the trans comm. The cool thing is he makes custom tye dye. Not just like spirals and swirls, but real pics: Oh Stary night, Mario, Animals, Northern lights. Cool things. I'm really happy to see him have a cool business like this and it's been busy. Yes they ship international too. Zan Ink Tie Dye is the company name. You can Facebook them or twitter @ZanInkTieDye. (Look at me pushing them on you guys. sorry. lol)
Anyway, I do think of you guys. I really am just so tired. I come home eat, go to bed, get up work, do it again, and if I don't work I catch up on sleep and try to do things around the house, but I'm just dead. I only quickly check my facebook on my phone. But I love and miss you all.
Here's some pics for you guys. Enjoy them
[Pictures: Turnagain Arm, heading out to Girdwood]
[Pictures: Made]
[Pictures: Pups wanting my 4am snack]
[Pictures: Me]
Anyway, Eli finally got me to give him his divorce and on the 3ed of April we went before a judge. Thing is we still haven't got our official papers and from what I read for 120 days we're still kind of married. But that's ok. I still see him and talk to him. He didn't get the OUT he wanted. Nope. He honestly just fucked himself over because on he could have backed out of it and we could have worked something out...or at less waited till his/our surprise from Karma came. Yeah, April first was a very interesting dad. Let's see the story goes like this through text message:
Me *standing in my bathroom at 4:20am April 1st*: Um Eli...We have a problem and can't get divorced.
Eli: No problem, we're getting divorced. Get over it.
Me: *Sends pic*
Eli: LOL funny. I know it's April first.
Me:...I forgot it was April Fools day.
...That's not fake. See.
*sends second picture*
Eli:....
....
....NO!
Me: Karma?
Eli: NO! DAMNIT NO!
Me: Well
Eli: FUCK!
And that's how I told Eli we have a baby on the way.
He's been really mixed on everything. He didn't want anyone to know. Not even his friend. It got to the point where I finally just said fuck him, I'm cockblocking him and I send a message to all the people I could see on his friends list on Facebook that he worked with a message saying I was prego and he was being a jerk. Most think i'm crazy anyway, so why not. It ended up working more or less all the sluts from work aren't trying to get on his cock anymore. I still haven't told his family, but that's more due to the fact I'm still very worried about losing this one still. They'll find out later. Hell his little brother still sees me when I pass his work. My doctor say I'm ok and if work gets to much for me then he'll write a note so I can work less harder, but I'm fine. I also got me a Doppler so I can hear the babies heartbeat, which is very nice for me after a day where I worked a little to hard or have a weird pain...or like today feel something weird...ended up being the baby. I'm just far alone that I can catch a flutter. I'm well 16weeks in a few hours. :) I'll be finding out somewhere around the 18th what I'm having. I'll be sure to send word.
But yeah, so lots of stress with Eli. Work has been up and down. BTW Colin, quit works at Target, still talks to me and has seen me a few times. Both my cool top bosses moved to nights and one just got screwed over and fired. My Department Manager switched to the other side of the store. Got a alright guy but he's just not a manager. I got screwed over. Then my DM's boss stepped down. ...Lots of movement going on. It's crazy. But on a good thing, my co worker in sporting goods, the only chick over there. Is really a great pal. Heck the other day she didn't feel like going home, I had 3 days off in a row. She called me up and we went for a drive to anther town and the Arm. Got to see the wild sheep and just enjoy the summer we have been waiting for. BTW we only just started having summer. I AM NOT KIDDING OR JUST SAYING THIS. WE HAD IT SNOW 3 WEEKS AGO! We broke the record for latest snowfall in this part of the state. SO yeah everyone was/is suffering from a long ass winter too.
Um...oh my old pal from heck 6th grade, moved in cuz he got screwed over really bad from other friends over housing and they just took his money. The thing is this person is a trans female to male, so mom walks her lines of her beliefs and doing the right thing. Luck this person isn't very unreason and stupid like the ones who get to talk for the trans comm. The cool thing is he makes custom tye dye. Not just like spirals and swirls, but real pics: Oh Stary night, Mario, Animals, Northern lights. Cool things. I'm really happy to see him have a cool business like this and it's been busy. Yes they ship international too. Zan Ink Tie Dye is the company name. You can Facebook them or twitter @ZanInkTieDye. (Look at me pushing them on you guys. sorry. lol)
Anyway, I do think of you guys. I really am just so tired. I come home eat, go to bed, get up work, do it again, and if I don't work I catch up on sleep and try to do things around the house, but I'm just dead. I only quickly check my facebook on my phone. But I love and miss you all.
Here's some pics for you guys. Enjoy them
[Pictures: Turnagain Arm, heading out to Girdwood]
[Pictures: Made]
[Pictures: Pups wanting my 4am snack]
[Pictures: Me]