This sucks...
My first day at my new job wasn't bad, it was back to the retail life, nothing new, the same shit, although I gotta go and find another job, reason why is because I will be doing the same tast every fucking day I work there, I won't be registered trained and I cant be doing the same shit every day, Im not about to run after customers to buy clothes when I don't get paid commission, how pathetic is that shit. So basically my job consists of this, helping out customers and fixing clothes day after day, no register, no nothing else, how fucking boring is that shit. I also got sick yesterday while I was at work. My mom and my dad also found out I was gay because this olderly lady that I trusted and believed she was my friend went on and told my mom about me, then my mom never told me about this, my mom just told me that when she found out she almost tried to kill herself. So many good news Im just so excited, its just amazing. I always said to myself that I wasn't going to let my parents know about me till I was living on my own, when I was completly independent and wasn't going to depend on the bastard of my father, so now this is just great. School starts on Tuesday for me, and this coming week I close all week long, how nice is that shit. I DONT FUCKING KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE, IM NUMB AND JUST NEED TO PASS THE FUCK OUT AND NOT KNOW ANYTHING.