poor little rich boy
i dont know if its the weather, the non-sleep, or that alex Coreve is breakin me down, but i am SUPER depressed lately. anyone else feeling it. ugg. i dont mind being alone. i really dont. or at least i never used to. but when im alone, my mind wanders. and, although i love her, i think i finally know how to have a real panic attack thanks to the roomie. Christine, the best mom ever, told me i should go tanning, it takes away depression. so i was going to go today, but i couldnt even bring myself to do that. im just so lazy all the time. i need a push. something. boys suck. they suck at respect, they suck at trust, they suck at truth, and they suck cock. or at least the ones im talking about do. Im so over everything here. i need a change. or a vaycation. or something. something big is brewing inside me... i can feel it... hope its more britney now, and not britney 2 years ago.... i did shave my head... ut oh....
~mike
~mike