goodbye 2006
so. 2006 is done. and i think this has been the year of real change in my life.
~ high school... senior year went by so quick. i still remember the fun lunches, and crying in mr. forrest's classes with kayla and amy. graduation. being free of highschool forever. amazing
~summer... worked at the moose, stayed out every night just driving around. got really close to amy and jamie. spent all my time with them. got into URI. got ready to move out of home and on "my own" finally came to terms with something ive been trying to deny for years. told amy. started telling other people. now i finally accept myself for who i am. and im starting to like myself.
~september... moved to north kingston to go to URI for theater. met my theater friends who would become some of the coolest people i would meet this year. got pretty stressed out with the school. fell in love all over with acting.
~mike... met someone named mike whom, although was an ass about it, showed me that im not as ugly, pathetic, and hopeless as i may have thought. also taught me not to fall to quickly, and be ready for anything when dealing with others.
~moose.. got promoted at the moose to night supervisor. even got a raise, and a key!
~friends... this past year has taught me that people change. but change isnt bad. it can be bad. but it can also be good. really good. ive found that i dont have as many friends as i thought i did. but thats ok with me.
~the past few months... been talking to craig. met craig. like craig. craig lives too far away. and stopped talking to me :C started talking to matt. matts real nice. continue talking to matt. talk to brennan online. have a mild crush on brennan, but we wont let him know that. made out with jhonny ray at hell. he was drunk. it was fun. lost my best friend to someone who i dont think is right for her. wish her all the best and hope she is having a good time with him. wish she knew how much she can hurt me sometimes, even though i try never to show it. i miss her.
~tonight... went to tinas. got drunk and danced while everyone watched me. i dont care, got a dollar out of it. everyone started leaving. watched the ball drop. played wii forever. came home, saw that my parents were still going strong with there party. so i joined them. jello shots are yummy, even when you do them with your aunt.
~future... there are a lot of things i hope to accomplish in 2007. one is to at least have some kind of relationship. another is to shape my body into what i want out of it. i am comfortable with who i am, but hope to become more comfortable. i hope to push myself in to auditioning for at least 10 plays this year. and to better myself at that skill. also, look into possibly making a photo portfolio for possible schooling next year. whatever though, im finally free. i love me. and i am good at acting. :D
~ high school... senior year went by so quick. i still remember the fun lunches, and crying in mr. forrest's classes with kayla and amy. graduation. being free of highschool forever. amazing
~summer... worked at the moose, stayed out every night just driving around. got really close to amy and jamie. spent all my time with them. got into URI. got ready to move out of home and on "my own" finally came to terms with something ive been trying to deny for years. told amy. started telling other people. now i finally accept myself for who i am. and im starting to like myself.
~september... moved to north kingston to go to URI for theater. met my theater friends who would become some of the coolest people i would meet this year. got pretty stressed out with the school. fell in love all over with acting.
~mike... met someone named mike whom, although was an ass about it, showed me that im not as ugly, pathetic, and hopeless as i may have thought. also taught me not to fall to quickly, and be ready for anything when dealing with others.
~moose.. got promoted at the moose to night supervisor. even got a raise, and a key!
~friends... this past year has taught me that people change. but change isnt bad. it can be bad. but it can also be good. really good. ive found that i dont have as many friends as i thought i did. but thats ok with me.
~the past few months... been talking to craig. met craig. like craig. craig lives too far away. and stopped talking to me :C started talking to matt. matts real nice. continue talking to matt. talk to brennan online. have a mild crush on brennan, but we wont let him know that. made out with jhonny ray at hell. he was drunk. it was fun. lost my best friend to someone who i dont think is right for her. wish her all the best and hope she is having a good time with him. wish she knew how much she can hurt me sometimes, even though i try never to show it. i miss her.
~tonight... went to tinas. got drunk and danced while everyone watched me. i dont care, got a dollar out of it. everyone started leaving. watched the ball drop. played wii forever. came home, saw that my parents were still going strong with there party. so i joined them. jello shots are yummy, even when you do them with your aunt.
~future... there are a lot of things i hope to accomplish in 2007. one is to at least have some kind of relationship. another is to shape my body into what i want out of it. i am comfortable with who i am, but hope to become more comfortable. i hope to push myself in to auditioning for at least 10 plays this year. and to better myself at that skill. also, look into possibly making a photo portfolio for possible schooling next year. whatever though, im finally free. i love me. and i am good at acting. :D