barging in
so........where to start....i thought i was getting into something really awesome. but now i dont know what feelings are being expressed from the opposite. maybe i shouldnt have barged into this persons life. maybe i should just have kept to myself. i've been pretty upset the past couple of days. and maybe i shouldn't be and have no right to be, but....i still feel this way. i mean dont get me wrong i still have strong feelings. it's just my life keeps ending up punching me in the face. i find something good and that something has found something else. i mean maybe i'm supposed to just be a lone ranger for the rest of my life, just me and my skateboard. thats the only thing that seems to be working out for me right now. but it's not right now becuase raleigh is gay and keeps raining. thats how i get my frustration out, i skate. and when i skate and turn my frustration into energy i tend to skate really hard and push myself. it really sucks how everything is turning out. and i was so happy for 3 weeks. everything was going perfect, but i should have known something was going to happen because thats just how my life works. i find something awesome and somehow it gets all jumbled up and a mess and i don't know how to deal with it so i become this big ball of quietness and keep to myself because i don't know what to do. i'm going to stop rambling on now.
.the ROBINATOR.
.the ROBINATOR.