Oct 15, 2009 11:42
If i write precisely how i feel
i highly doubt many people could accept it as real
because i feel the way i do no questions asked not lookin for mass appeal
and if let it all out i feel like my "friends" will disappear
But what i realize is i have only associates not many people can keep near
seems like im the flame that devours the moth the headlights aimed at the deer
Calling it to slaughter only to make room for rebirth slowly watch as all is revealed
Speak the truth in to your mind love to watch as you remove the veil
Am i gift or a curse watch as your fate is slowly sealed
With the true knowledge of life you become more aware of the deal
and it seems that every time you fix some one else another wound becomes un healed
Self sacrifice is it the only way i know kill yourself or be killed
Livin life falsely making up personas you use them as if your shield
Against everything that you FEEL
So you stopped caring and let the world have its way with you
Now there is a battle in your own mind to find out what is true
So many lies and manipulations you pray for hindsight