mondays now and will soon suck;
I am tired.
Stressed over previous temporal loss of contacts and people not actively contacting me waiting for me to call them (annoying); re-decision and wasted 1 point bid (small matter); jumping into quicksand of debating in French (oh help); weird disturbing dreams; fear of return of gloomdoom; and just generally long bus rides to nowhere and somewhere.
zzzxxxggg.
ugh.
Stressed over previous temporal loss of contacts and people not actively contacting me waiting for me to call them (annoying); re-decision and wasted 1 point bid (small matter); jumping into quicksand of debating in French (oh help); weird disturbing dreams; fear of return of gloomdoom; and just generally long bus rides to nowhere and somewhere.
zzzxxxggg.
ugh.