never let me go;
Today was painful literally but otherwise very happy. I realise my vocab is severely limited 'cos all I talk about is how happy I am but it really is just like that. Apart from the reminder that if I want to go somewhere overseas in 2009, I'd better submit an application like SOON LATER BEFORE I LEAVE THE HOUSE at 1pm. Bloody! And I don't even know if there's an option to look and pore through things carefully and submit another one after next semester or something. (cusses). Anyway, met up with the nygeppers, or whoever who turned up. Korean food place was awesome! And not even that ex after all, I might return for my korean ginseng chicken. Beats the akoh place at taka. Hurhur. We caught across the universe at 935 pm and I reached home at 1am which could only be done because of Michelle (and her kind but scary mom). I shall go search for more beatles songs, I don't have some! (send me send me! shh) And I really loved the army medical checkup "WE WANT YOU/I WANT YOU" scene; and the guys (the non plastic ones) were cute! Show was good. Go watch! Aha. Walking along Orchard road, 12ish, with fewer people and really quite pretty lights is awesome. I wish times like this would last forever, albeit the aching pain due to my stupid decision; but term will start and things will kick off. And while things are endless now, when term starts, it'll be a different kind of busy.
Yesterday, I could see myself, whilst talking, that I have semi-changed. En route to finding myself back; and I have all these hopes and goals and dreams for what lies ahead in 2008, and the next semester. And I really really really need to remind myself that it will not materialize without sheer hard effort. So I shall really try to push myself to the limit and not live to regret just taking the easy way out all the time.
Tomorrow or later's new year's eve. And I am glad I will be spending it with wonderful comfortable people.
Have these thoughts and stuffs about the year that's about to pass. But it'll be for later, am too shagged now. Also, decisions yet to be made. But well, later.
Yesterday, I could see myself, whilst talking, that I have semi-changed. En route to finding myself back; and I have all these hopes and goals and dreams for what lies ahead in 2008, and the next semester. And I really really really need to remind myself that it will not materialize without sheer hard effort. So I shall really try to push myself to the limit and not live to regret just taking the easy way out all the time.
Tomorrow or later's new year's eve. And I am glad I will be spending it with wonderful comfortable people.
Have these thoughts and stuffs about the year that's about to pass. But it'll be for later, am too shagged now. Also, decisions yet to be made. But well, later.