December
Words fail me. This whole endless tiring affair, possibly a one-year long affair. It's nearing the end soon, this year. For reasons I'm glad for, but yet, next year seems disastrously horrendous. Then again, routine may be good after all. Can change be better than stagnation.
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I stayed home today. Woke up with half the day gone already, dad cooked lunch for us. Afternoon was spent in a semi-daze I guess. Movie after movie. Triplex2 and then the motorcycle diaries. Dad found the latter fairly boring, but that is to be expected, because all he likes are the fight-alot-brainless-as-long-as-there-is-action movies. At least bro liked it. I planned to read my book, but obviously never got around to it. Caught tv show after tv show after long sleep at 5-7? I seem to be spending the whole load of all my days sleeping, i.e. all my sundays. And then young anderson on central which is strange, but thoughtful in its own way.
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I can't even remember what happened the whole week, which we're at the end of now. It's friday! But I feel like its a non-day. Thurs with bro, surreal happy affair, I love my brother so very much. Wed film mtg, then with vincee&hy&gina. Tuesday... I can't seem to rem what happened on tues. Oh LD retreat, which wasn't the least bit like my idea of a retreat, bearable and ended quickly enough, with many shots of happy people, which is somewhat strange. Then more coffee. I drink too much coffee. oh and an expresso brownie & dinner with j. Mon with hy at the library, and hy, I gave in and got coffee and read lighthousekeeping after I left. >< And felt v. sick from all that peppermint later on.
December is here, and the holidays are ending soon.
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I stayed home today. Woke up with half the day gone already, dad cooked lunch for us. Afternoon was spent in a semi-daze I guess. Movie after movie. Triplex2 and then the motorcycle diaries. Dad found the latter fairly boring, but that is to be expected, because all he likes are the fight-alot-brainless-as-long-as-there-is-action movies. At least bro liked it. I planned to read my book, but obviously never got around to it. Caught tv show after tv show after long sleep at 5-7? I seem to be spending the whole load of all my days sleeping, i.e. all my sundays. And then young anderson on central which is strange, but thoughtful in its own way.
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I can't even remember what happened the whole week, which we're at the end of now. It's friday! But I feel like its a non-day. Thurs with bro, surreal happy affair, I love my brother so very much. Wed film mtg, then with vincee&hy&gina. Tuesday... I can't seem to rem what happened on tues. Oh LD retreat, which wasn't the least bit like my idea of a retreat, bearable and ended quickly enough, with many shots of happy people, which is somewhat strange. Then more coffee. I drink too much coffee. oh and an expresso brownie & dinner with j. Mon with hy at the library, and hy, I gave in and got coffee and read lighthousekeeping after I left. >< And felt v. sick from all that peppermint later on.
December is here, and the holidays are ending soon.