Nov 20, 2005 23:34
I'm depressed and desperately trying to forget I am totally screwed for my vln exam on tues. (i.e. will fail, waste money, etc. etc. of the like). This is something I should remember, lest I think about continuing on (either in terms of retaking my exam, or moving on to the next grade). I HATE scales and everything else technical / requires work == because I am a lazy bum. And I hate playing too, 'cos it doesnt meet my expectations (the sound) and I know I can never be that good, therefore I'd rather not play. & it sucks not having a piano to check the sound with. -.- AND (mr c__n is a "£!"$£"£"!^%&%^ who is super mean and I hate the school.) ok, 'nuff said. sch = mnc wannabe =/= welfare of students = f-ed up.
Mm. Nvm.
& I'm depressed and missing people (SAMT! <3 who replied my email from somewhere in US).
Anyway, Millions is a pretty strange movie. Sortof.
Again, I reiterate, I'll be super happy after tues.
=),
hols,
sch,
exam,
music,
entertainment,
daily