What do I wish for?

[falserealityy]

It's late, and I am struggling to focus on the task at hand.
I wanna sleep
I got my wish of not feeling cuz when I'm this tired I can't care anyway

What do I wish for?  I'm seriously asking myself this

1. motivation in school
2. a higher paying job
3. to be stronger than I am
4. to manage my money better
5. to be a better daughter
6. to be a better person
7. to care less about things that don't matter
8. always keep the feeling at 50%

Okay..back to work.