Jul 11, 2005 15:47
I love this song, sexy, sultry..peppy. Anyway..here I am at home my house is a mess because we have two repair people here and I swear they need to pick their shit up. They left 3 hours ago to grab more shit and they're still not back and I have tools all over the place and my screen door isn't even put back up yet. I mean WTF? What a way to run a business, well go figure these two are straight rednecks. They're kind of stand offish so whatever, I usually introduce myself, but the air seemed stuffy. Other than that my boy Kobe went to my Mom's and Seth is sleeping, and Chino is at work. Another idiot, I hope he crashes into a steel wall! I don't know what happened to his ass, we were always in love and we had our ups and downs, but lately it's been down 24-7. I'm invisible to him, he doesn't even argue with me. Another woman? I don't know, but I've pledged loyalty and honesty even if we're not married so I won't go doing the same..yet..My soft ass really should just throw caution to the wind and jump someone elses bone ey? Nah, I'm not like that. But it's a no brainer it's over between us..Moving on and throwing these fucking birth control pills away. I haven't fucking had sex in almost a year..oh yes, you've heard correct. So why start me on the fucking pill? I am my own birth control!