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it scares me when she says she feels reckless. and i wish i could make all that go away. because i know when shes been hurt or gets lost she goes out and does something crazy and stupid and that juss makes shit worse for her. because she later regrets it. i wish she would see life in a different prespective. i remember once reading something she wrote. it said "as long as i keep moving, as long i dont have to think about things, i feel okay. its when i slow down that shit gets too hard" theres so many things you dont tell me. but i've read them all in your notebook under your matress. how come you dont tell a soul what your locking up? your eyes tell everyone you're hiding...just admit it to me...tell me you need me tell me you need to tell me whats really going on these past 4 months