(no subject)
my self esteem is too low. i think my whole life of me being "the biggest kid out of the whole party" shattered my now non-existant self-esteem. My loudness in school is just a cover-up. I'm not true to myself. I hate how I look too. And I don't like how i act differently in school. Why can't i be that relaxed down to earth guy that i am in my room.....
But I am not made to tag along
When everything seems wrong
And I still can breath when you are gone
When everything seems wrong to you