I have a feeling I need this more than you...
As usual, I’m avoiding the long list of homework I should be attempting to do, or the Econ/English test I should be studying for.
However, tonight, right now…I just want to get rid of the clutter in my life. Lose the excess garbage that’s hidden in my duffel bag, on my desk, in my car, under my bed, in my dreams, thoughts, heart…
I want it all to be gone.
Period.
And so far, I’ve gotten rid of a lot of trash.
Literally.
I can’t stop throwing away the things I’ve held onto for years.
But why now?
Why this sudden change?
For so long, I’ve been unhappy.
No one really knows to what extent.
There are the few who like to think they do, but they have no idea.
The only ones who know the truth are myself and the pages of that stupid purple notebook that I keep locked at my side.
Maybe, just maybe…this is my way of finally moving on from whatever that has held me down for so long.
Or more than likely, this is me just giving up.
I haven’t decided yet. (Go figure.)
Either way, I’m already starting to feel relieved.
At least,
Somewhat.
However, tonight, right now…I just want to get rid of the clutter in my life. Lose the excess garbage that’s hidden in my duffel bag, on my desk, in my car, under my bed, in my dreams, thoughts, heart…
I want it all to be gone.
Period.
And so far, I’ve gotten rid of a lot of trash.
Literally.
I can’t stop throwing away the things I’ve held onto for years.
But why now?
Why this sudden change?
For so long, I’ve been unhappy.
No one really knows to what extent.
There are the few who like to think they do, but they have no idea.
The only ones who know the truth are myself and the pages of that stupid purple notebook that I keep locked at my side.
Maybe, just maybe…this is my way of finally moving on from whatever that has held me down for so long.
Or more than likely, this is me just giving up.
I haven’t decided yet. (Go figure.)
Either way, I’m already starting to feel relieved.
At least,
Somewhat.