thunder and lightning
literally and figuratively.
i am slowly losing my mind. but i guess the same could be said from birth.. or from whatever age your brain stops developing.. or whatever the fuck the technicalities of it all are. my process seems to be slightly sped up these days.
there is a constant knot at the bottom of my throat lately.
and fear. always fear. sickening feelings and fear.
work is ok.
i just had a vision of being on a small but roomy boat..in very hot weather.. with rain. eating some pineapple. speaking with people about uncommon things. preferably in another country.
bye.
i am slowly losing my mind. but i guess the same could be said from birth.. or from whatever age your brain stops developing.. or whatever the fuck the technicalities of it all are. my process seems to be slightly sped up these days.
there is a constant knot at the bottom of my throat lately.
and fear. always fear. sickening feelings and fear.
work is ok.
i just had a vision of being on a small but roomy boat..in very hot weather.. with rain. eating some pineapple. speaking with people about uncommon things. preferably in another country.
bye.