vibrating words

[false_pretenses]

dreaming smiling
dreaming in motion
dreaming with tears raining
in silence
in spaces between sound
there I find my teacher
there I see my soul
in introspection
in transgression
in transcendence
in
and above it all
i can feel everything that is real
everything that feels
every sense
every sense
every sense
bringing life to myself
bringing a wholeness
feeding on it
living
breathing
on it
in serenity
in solemnity
in humanity
ticking clocks stop
a second is a life
minutes
an indescribable eternity
so forever
so far
i rise over the sun
i speculate on it's vibrating heat
and dance to the beat
spin in time
happy in time
in the real time
no clock's time
musical life time
rhythms, breaks, movements
for love
for me
for giving back to it all
for going back to me
to being only me
to being solely for reaching beyond flesh
and beyond enclosure
into the heart