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i miss last year.
last year was so much better than this year. i think i can say that if i ever got altzheimers..i'd be more than glad to forget this year.
and i know im not appreciating now. just like i didnt appreciate last year. ..but when i look back i realize all i had then. i dont think that's going to happen this year. i hate how this year played out now. and i think in a year..i'll still hate how this year played out.
i havent spilt my guts out in awhile. i need a shoulder. pretty badly.