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all the way in the new house. got a hair cut... woo hoo no more shaggy bob... hey any one wanna do me a huge favor, find me a girl friend... not just a fuck buddy. ive had too many of just fuck buddies. i want some one i can care about. im not good at finding them myself. ummm... yeah i dunno... some one save me from this life, please... i have no future and no reason to wake up in the mornin i cant remember the last time i went to bed waiting to see the next day.i work 7 days a week, some how spend all the money every week b4 the next paycheck, its unbelieveable: i have nothing to show for it. gah. i dont even know what to think of this whole conscious mind thing any more... life would be so much better if i was too dumb or not evolved enough to understand that i will die some day, jsut takes teh fun right out of it. but w/e it what u make of it right... sadly disappointed in my accomplishments.. but hey at least theres a tomorrow for now. maybe ill run across a string to a happy ending tomorrow. only time can tell