no hype, no gloss, no pretense, just me; stripped.

Sep 15, 2003 21:29

i'm sorry i "changed" but, i'm also sorry you are the biggest fucking hypocrite in the world. go home. i have shitty grades (i'm not stupid, i don't try) & i'm jobless. i pretty much gave up dance cos i'm a moron. i started gymnastics. i play tony hawk & suck at it. i eat too much. i don't eat seafood & i rarely eat meat. i'm obsessed with gummy bears. i love apple juice. i'm addicted to chapstick. i want to go to a junior college (and what?). i'm unbelievably lazy yet full of energy. i long for that amazing boy i could say is mine. i miss being in elementary school, when everything fun&easy (&less drama). i hate highschool, end of story. yes, i want to move out as soon as i turn 18 cos i can't stand being at home. i focus too much on boyss. i love my bestfriends cos the ones who really count are always there for me. i will be a bitch sometimes (but i'll usually apologize if i realize it). i'm a hopeless romantic who will hopefully someday find the relationship i'm looking for. i cry over movies. & sing along to the lizzie mcguire soundtrack with my bestfriend. i dance around in my cute undies. people seem to find reasons to dislike me.


yes, i have many flaws & i'm sorry i'm not pretty enough for you. sorry i'm not perfect. sorry i'm not a slut. sorry i wear a lot of black. & lots of skirts. sorry you feel the need to talk so much shit about me. sorry you feel the need to correct every mistake i make online (which is stupid, not to mention annoying). i grew up in the valley & want to live somewhere else for at least a few years. i'm very irresponsible at times but also trusting. i will listen to you & try to give you advice. i love cuddling & cute kisses. i love my lime green computer room. i try to avoid drama (although i sometimes start it; whatever). i'm very obnoxious at times. at times i have very big trust issues cos i've been backstabbed so many times (by "close" friends). i will get into my moods where i feel that everything is going wrong. i'm 5'5 (i think), have dark brown hair & shit brown eyes (that seem darker/lighter whenever they feel like it), i have a low self-esteem & am very self-concious. i like a boy & hope things go well. i feel that my parents don't believe in me & are disappointed in me. i regret many things & at times i'm disappointed in myself. i'm sorry for making this so long & pointless. you'll live; i promise. i'll be totally suprised if anyone even read this.

see, i'm awesome; cos that's the actual color of my wall.
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