Hunger hurts and i want him so bad oh it kills....
So today i slept till 3. Nice.
I feel wierd cuz i hate that feeling when you are so rapped up in a guy that it makes you insecure like i wonder why didn't he im me or why isn't there a text or why arent we hanging out today. And all the things you build up in your head are simply not true but yet you think it has to be one of those things and it's not and it makes you all depressed. Well that is how i'm feeling. I hate that because it rarely happens but when it does it gets to me so bad.
Bleckkkkkk.
Soooo happy tess is back from her travels, man sometimes i don't know how i would survive if she was not my best friend, it was hard enough for that week.
So we are going shopping and having brunch. Good times.
Ahhhh i'm sooo anxious i can't even begin to fathem anything.
Ah i'm a mess he don't wanna clean up.
Don't know why i'm in therapy it's lame. But my phsycologist is nice, sooo i guess i'll just do it whatever.
Trying to keep myself company for a wee bit but now i think i'm gone.
I feel wierd cuz i hate that feeling when you are so rapped up in a guy that it makes you insecure like i wonder why didn't he im me or why isn't there a text or why arent we hanging out today. And all the things you build up in your head are simply not true but yet you think it has to be one of those things and it's not and it makes you all depressed. Well that is how i'm feeling. I hate that because it rarely happens but when it does it gets to me so bad.
Bleckkkkkk.
Soooo happy tess is back from her travels, man sometimes i don't know how i would survive if she was not my best friend, it was hard enough for that week.
So we are going shopping and having brunch. Good times.
Ahhhh i'm sooo anxious i can't even begin to fathem anything.
Ah i'm a mess he don't wanna clean up.
Don't know why i'm in therapy it's lame. But my phsycologist is nice, sooo i guess i'll just do it whatever.
Trying to keep myself company for a wee bit but now i think i'm gone.