.......boredom
[Spell your first name backwards]: esyla
[The story behind your user name]: my mother found it on a headstone
[Where do you live?]: exeter, ri
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[Wallet]:black with a zipper
[Jewelry worn daily]: pink and black britney spears watch , pretty locket with a picture of my brother and his daugter
[Shoes]: red and white converse, so many mary janes and boots
[Handbag]: hand made, white with blue flowers
[Favorite top]: black zip ups
[Perfume/Cologne]: freesia, juniper breeze, chamomele and lavander
[Piercing]: ears, but no ear rings
[What you are wearing now]:black pants with white strips, and like four shirts
[Makeup]: on the eyes, blue and black usually, somtimes green or purple
[On my mind]: depressing things, hard descisions
[Wishing]: I wasnt insane
[Talking to]: myself
[Eating]: french fries and peppers
[favorite movie]: very hard to say, either great expectations or platoon
[something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]:
my sister coming home, seeing my neices, my brother coming home
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: myself, being alone
[Do you believe in love]: yes
[Do you believe in soul mates]: absoulutly
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: hard to say
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: Yes.
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: potatoes, chicken anything, chocolate, fruit of any kind
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]:school
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: amanda, pat, people I used to be friends with
In the last 24 hours, have you:
[Cried?]: yes
[Gotten sick]: felt
[Eaten?]: mmmhmmm
[Been kissed?]: yes
[Felt stupid?]: yes
[told someone you loved them]: yes
[Met someone new?]: Yes
[Moved on?]: not sure
[Talked to an ex?]: no
[Missed an ex?]: never
[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: yes, Buda and Robby
[Had a serious talk?]: yes
[Hugged someone?]: yes
[Fought with your parents?]: no
[Done something your parents said no to]: no, Ive actually been getting along with them lately
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: with my friends on a date
[Where is the best hangout?]: my bedroom, the woods, Budas basement, Zak and Jesse's
[Do you have a job?]: sort of
[Do you like being around people?]: certain people
who...
[Have you known the longest]: ma mere
[Do you argue the most with?]: my younger siblings, my teachers
[Do you always get along with?]: my closest friends
[Makes you laugh the most?]: Kenny, Alexis, Buda, Danny Dibiasio, Evan, my brain people, I know many silly people...
[Has been there through all the hard times?]: Amanda, Buda, Mother,Lita the cat
[Has the coolest parents?]: B
[Has the coolest siblings?]: hard to say, I love all my siblings
[Is the most blunt?]: Evan
[Is the smartest?]: Kenny , Buck
[Who is your role model?]: Mom, Shirley Manson
[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?]: ofcourse
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: Yes.
[Do you have a "type" of person you always go after?]: nah, if your cool and I like you thats that
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you]: too many times
[Rather be the dumper or dumped?]: depends
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"?]: realationship
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: loved
[want to get married?]: eventually
[want kids?]: I want to adopt
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?]: definatly not
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]: my skin if pretty soft....some people like my eyes
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]: cant really say, my emotions get me in trouble somtimes, most fo them are good and bad. however I do care about people a great deal so I guess thats a good thing.
[Are you happy with you?]: im not angry with me, so yeah
[Are you happy with your life?]: yes
that was fun.......