Sadder Posting Than Usual... : The 45 Week 12 Round Up/Update [T45W12RU/U +1]
09/25 5:45p ::
"there are times we know but know not, live but live not, distant in our personal horizons yet as far from traveled as a soft knock may resound from a well-beaten door, selfsaid and sated but far from stated and mayhaps questionable in our sincerity even if its as honest as honest may be but our knowledge of self and state of be-ing - of "me"-ing - is lost, assuming it was every truly known or could be known as one's lack of judgement of self leads into the misknowledge and according inaccuracy of what it IS to be or to "me" beyond that of simply living and loving and knowing you've made it at least this far even such farness is far from that far and far too close to be speakworthy in any manner of latitude or even of loved"
In all honesty, I initially had no intent on doing a post this week... so, here you go anyways...
music has meant - and will always mean - a lot to me, having had substantial effect and been a huge factor in my life
( I've said before and'll say again - there's a song out there for every mood, every emotion )
...moving on, found out a(nother) friend died at the beginning of the week - haven't really slept well, I admit... until last night
having had the weirdest dreams, most of which I could only remember mere snippets
nonetheless - as the deaths of those close or even semi-close often do - it shifted me mentally... again...
leading, quite obviously ( for those who know me ) until the musically-affected aspect(s) of my life
I've posted somewhat on this in the past, but figured this was a "good time" ( if any ) to return to it...
and, Yes, Feel Free to Ask on any of the Below Songs as to The "Why" - there Are some Stories behind Some of them *sighs*
(for the good and the bad)...
and, Yes, if Anyone has Additional Suggestions, I'll take them into Consideration
of course, there are those songs that mean, meant, and had an effect upon my life - no question there ( except removing those truly not "funerarally fit" )
then there's the ones that hit me emotionally, heart-wrenchingly, or were just weirdly... fitting... to me
which, obviously - to those who know me well - means no religiously-oriented songs, for the love of the 7 hells, PLEASE!, NO!
this is, by no means, a complete list - but they are ones that'd be necessary, for one reason or another
and I'll likely add to this list as time goes on... or remove as feelings/moods change and shift ( or I just feel they didn't... fit )
'Soundtrack Of My Death' [Funerary Songs] ::
*note : in order by song title, nothing more, preferred artist(s) noted where applicable*
5:15 Angels Have Gone - David Bowie
À Tout Le Monde (Set Me Free) - Megadeth (feat. Cristina Scabbia)
All Through The Night - Cyndi Lauper
Am I Wrong (Marching Band Arrangement) - Love Spit Love
And When I Die - The Heavy *preferred version*
Easier - Dope
Eleanor Rigby - Godhead *preferred version*
Falls Apart - Hurt
Fly To The Angels (Acoustic Version) - Slaughter
I'll Fall With Your Knife - Peter Murphy
Hallelujah - Leonard Cohen
Hurt - Johnny Cash *preferred version*
I Remember You - Skid Row
If You Leave Me Now - Chicago
Spirit In The Sky - Norman Greenbaum
Surrender - Trixter
Time After Time - Cyndi Lauper
Tuesday Morning - The Pogues
Wand'rin' Star - Lee Marvin (Paint Your Wagon)
Wheel In The Sky - Journey
Wicked Game - RAIGN *preferred version*
Wild Horses - Rolling Stones
Wild Horses - The Sundays
Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd
Without You - Mötley Crüe
You Can Sleep While I Drive - Melissa Etheridge
so... there you go - Ask Away, my Lovelies and Gentlefolk, If you Feel so Inclined...
twittage ::
9/16 : there was actually an add for "gluten free gluten substitute" ... as if the words 'gluten substitute' didn't already give way the fact it was 'gluten free' - nah, I figured they'd substitute gluten WITH gluten, of course, or that it was 'gluten semi-free but only a little maybe'
9/20 : while the sound of a fan & an oscillating breeze are great sleep-assists, I've always found it tough to sleep when cold/cool ... give me sweet heat and I'll sleep soundly and happily with a smile upon my face - when it's cold I'll barely get a wink of sleep, shivering *sighs*
9/22 : I completely did NOT realize that Supergirl's sister was the "pretty ugly chick" from Not Another Teen Movie !! ...I'm usually so good at recognizing particular actresses - I knew Supergirl had a nude scene on another TV show & was also on Glee :)
9/22 II : we should be seeing an Expendables 5 in theatres by now, not still waiting on a 4 *snifs* - as well as seeing trailers for a Boondock Saints III ... c'mon, guys, don't let these kick-ass series die *sighs*
9/22 III : earlier today, in convo with neighbour :
"at least it's supposed to warm up a little tomorrow"
what do you mean, it's almost 60 out there
"you and I have a VERY different idea of warm"
9/24 : got word of another friend's death that I hadn't seen in some time ... world gets strangely smaller and smaller - seriously, friends, you guys have got to stop this, I'm always gonna want that one more time of hanging out together, laughing, having a bite or two, and all else...
9/27 : in the game of accuser vs accused, as someone who had been accused in the past, it is FAR harder to prove one's innocence than to place accusation - even when one has substantial proof against an accusation it is still often taken with a grain of salt, if not outright ignored :(
9/28 : Are you committing a criminal act, doing something illegal, violating parole conditions, or supporting someone doing these ? then I have zero respect for you
If not, don't run & act accordingly, otherwise I have zero respect for you & would presume criminal conduct via action
...yes, I support the law and those upholding the law & serving the citizens - including getting the aforementioned criminals & criminal-supporters off the streets, the better to keep the citizenry safe and secure, as I am secure in the presence of most law enforcement officers
This Week's Random Playlist (albums) ::
Halestorm - Vicious
Lordi - Sexorcism
watched recently :
via rental/streaming:
Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom
Solo: A Star Wars Story
Iron Fist (2nd Season)
Lost Girl (1st Season)
Supernatural (9th Season)
Longmire (5th Season)
Rampage
ownedflix:
Some Kind Of Wonderful
Warm Bodies
Cloverfield
John Carpenter's They Live
Who's Your Daddy?
The Expendables
The Expendables 2
The Expendables 3
Baywatch
Get Smart
The Rundown
The Scorpion King
Role Models
Knights Of Badassdom
Divergent
Insurgent
Allegiant
-thom Wolfox sR Rhose, AK/GOT (OOP)
unusualist - I have yet to find a religion and/or spirituality that fits my own personal beliefs... other than, of course, the fact I am a (fallen) god.
"there are times we know but know not, live but live not, distant in our personal horizons yet as far from traveled as a soft knock may resound from a well-beaten door, selfsaid and sated but far from stated and mayhaps questionable in our sincerity even if its as honest as honest may be but our knowledge of self and state of be-ing - of "me"-ing - is lost, assuming it was every truly known or could be known as one's lack of judgement of self leads into the misknowledge and according inaccuracy of what it IS to be or to "me" beyond that of simply living and loving and knowing you've made it at least this far even such farness is far from that far and far too close to be speakworthy in any manner of latitude or even of loved"
In all honesty, I initially had no intent on doing a post this week... so, here you go anyways...
music has meant - and will always mean - a lot to me, having had substantial effect and been a huge factor in my life
( I've said before and'll say again - there's a song out there for every mood, every emotion )
...moving on, found out a(nother) friend died at the beginning of the week - haven't really slept well, I admit... until last night
having had the weirdest dreams, most of which I could only remember mere snippets
nonetheless - as the deaths of those close or even semi-close often do - it shifted me mentally... again...
leading, quite obviously ( for those who know me ) until the musically-affected aspect(s) of my life
I've posted somewhat on this in the past, but figured this was a "good time" ( if any ) to return to it...
and, Yes, Feel Free to Ask on any of the Below Songs as to The "Why" - there Are some Stories behind Some of them *sighs*
(for the good and the bad)...
and, Yes, if Anyone has Additional Suggestions, I'll take them into Consideration
of course, there are those songs that mean, meant, and had an effect upon my life - no question there ( except removing those truly not "funerarally fit" )
then there's the ones that hit me emotionally, heart-wrenchingly, or were just weirdly... fitting... to me
which, obviously - to those who know me well - means no religiously-oriented songs, for the love of the 7 hells, PLEASE!, NO!
this is, by no means, a complete list - but they are ones that'd be necessary, for one reason or another
and I'll likely add to this list as time goes on... or remove as feelings/moods change and shift ( or I just feel they didn't... fit )
'Soundtrack Of My Death' [Funerary Songs] ::
*note : in order by song title, nothing more, preferred artist(s) noted where applicable*
5:15 Angels Have Gone - David Bowie
À Tout Le Monde (Set Me Free) - Megadeth (feat. Cristina Scabbia)
All Through The Night - Cyndi Lauper
Am I Wrong (Marching Band Arrangement) - Love Spit Love
And When I Die - The Heavy *preferred version*
Easier - Dope
Eleanor Rigby - Godhead *preferred version*
Falls Apart - Hurt
Fly To The Angels (Acoustic Version) - Slaughter
I'll Fall With Your Knife - Peter Murphy
Hallelujah - Leonard Cohen
Hurt - Johnny Cash *preferred version*
I Remember You - Skid Row
If You Leave Me Now - Chicago
Spirit In The Sky - Norman Greenbaum
Surrender - Trixter
Time After Time - Cyndi Lauper
Tuesday Morning - The Pogues
Wand'rin' Star - Lee Marvin (Paint Your Wagon)
Wheel In The Sky - Journey
Wicked Game - RAIGN *preferred version*
Wild Horses - Rolling Stones
Wild Horses - The Sundays
Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd
Without You - Mötley Crüe
You Can Sleep While I Drive - Melissa Etheridge
so... there you go - Ask Away, my Lovelies and Gentlefolk, If you Feel so Inclined...
twittage ::
9/16 : there was actually an add for "gluten free gluten substitute" ... as if the words 'gluten substitute' didn't already give way the fact it was 'gluten free' - nah, I figured they'd substitute gluten WITH gluten, of course, or that it was 'gluten semi-free but only a little maybe'
9/20 : while the sound of a fan & an oscillating breeze are great sleep-assists, I've always found it tough to sleep when cold/cool ... give me sweet heat and I'll sleep soundly and happily with a smile upon my face - when it's cold I'll barely get a wink of sleep, shivering *sighs*
9/22 : I completely did NOT realize that Supergirl's sister was the "pretty ugly chick" from Not Another Teen Movie !! ...I'm usually so good at recognizing particular actresses - I knew Supergirl had a nude scene on another TV show & was also on Glee :)
9/22 II : we should be seeing an Expendables 5 in theatres by now, not still waiting on a 4 *snifs* - as well as seeing trailers for a Boondock Saints III ... c'mon, guys, don't let these kick-ass series die *sighs*
9/22 III : earlier today, in convo with neighbour :
"at least it's supposed to warm up a little tomorrow"
what do you mean, it's almost 60 out there
"you and I have a VERY different idea of warm"
9/24 : got word of another friend's death that I hadn't seen in some time ... world gets strangely smaller and smaller - seriously, friends, you guys have got to stop this, I'm always gonna want that one more time of hanging out together, laughing, having a bite or two, and all else...
9/27 : in the game of accuser vs accused, as someone who had been accused in the past, it is FAR harder to prove one's innocence than to place accusation - even when one has substantial proof against an accusation it is still often taken with a grain of salt, if not outright ignored :(
9/28 : Are you committing a criminal act, doing something illegal, violating parole conditions, or supporting someone doing these ? then I have zero respect for you
If not, don't run & act accordingly, otherwise I have zero respect for you & would presume criminal conduct via action
...yes, I support the law and those upholding the law & serving the citizens - including getting the aforementioned criminals & criminal-supporters off the streets, the better to keep the citizenry safe and secure, as I am secure in the presence of most law enforcement officers
This Week's Random Playlist (albums) ::
Halestorm - Vicious
Lordi - Sexorcism
watched recently :
via rental/streaming:
Jurassic World: Fallen Kingdom
Solo: A Star Wars Story
Iron Fist (2nd Season)
Lost Girl (1st Season)
Supernatural (9th Season)
Longmire (5th Season)
Rampage
ownedflix:
Some Kind Of Wonderful
Warm Bodies
Cloverfield
John Carpenter's They Live
Who's Your Daddy?
The Expendables
The Expendables 2
The Expendables 3
Baywatch
Get Smart
The Rundown
The Scorpion King
Role Models
Knights Of Badassdom
Divergent
Insurgent
Allegiant
-thom Wolfox sR Rhose, AK/GOT (OOP)
unusualist - I have yet to find a religion and/or spirituality that fits my own personal beliefs... other than, of course, the fact I am a (fallen) god.