Have you ever?

[falnangl27]

Have you ever had one of those days when you are just sitting there and you start thinking about old friends old loves and wish that you still talked to thim, but you know that it will never happen because to much time has passed and there were to many things that made the relationship fall apart. Well I am having one of those days today, I have had so much going on in the last few months and there are a couple of people that were always there for me when I needed someone the most. At this point in time neither of them are talking to me and I dont think that I will ever talk to them again. I guess thats how life goes, they are in your life for a reasson and sometimes you dont realize why untill its to late and you have lost them completely. But in the back of my mind there is always the what if, What if i tried talking to them would they understand and talk to me, I know that it would never be the same again but at least they would be back in my life. I dont know what to do anymore.

So tomrrow is the last day of Chargers, Its the big Cheer Off! I can't wait. Its sad that the seasson has come to an end but its good becuase everyone is restless. Tomrrow is going to be a LOOOONNNNNNGGG day I have to get up at 4:30AM to make sure I am ready by 6AM and I will be at the school by about 6:45AM and I will be there untill around 4PM but its all worth it! The girls are ready and we just had our last pratice, I have never felt this good about a seasson, the girls know there cheer and there dance and the stunts are awesome! I am so proud of them no matter what the outcome tomrrow they will always be number one to me!!!

Well I have alot to do for tomrrow so I have to run! Hope all is well with everyone!
~Laters~