Jul 25, 2016 13:06
FIRST REACTIONS
1. BEER: yuck.
2. ANOREXIC: sickly thin
3. RELATIONSHIPS: failures.
4. YOUR LAST EX: ghosted me.
5. POWER RANGERS: overrated
6. WEED: smells good
7. SMOKING: death
8. LIFE: pointless struggle
9. THE PRESIDENT: love the current, fear the next.
10. DREAMS: more pain than pleasant
11. CARS: necessary
12. GAS PRICES: always too high, but basically irrelevant because its not like i can just 'not' buy gas cuz its too expensive,,, ah rural life. slave to the gas prices
13. HALLOWEEN : makes me miss halloween TUG in saskatoon
14. BON JOVI: has been...
15. TRANSVESTITES: meh to each their own.
16. MYSPACE: passe'
17. WORST FEAR: already lived it.
18. MARRIAGE: just another failure.
19. PARIS HILTON: should be ignored.
20. BRUNETTES: meh.
21. REDHEADS: <3 fire.
22. POLITICS: everyone has an opinion.
23: WORK: necessary
24. ONE NIGHT STANDS: stupid.
25: CELL PHONE: lifeline
26: HIGH SCHOOL: hell
27. PAJAMAS: overrated
28. WOODS: camping
29. WET SOCKS: yuck.
30. ALCOHOL: indifference
31. THE WORD LOVE: over-used
32. YOUR BEST FRIEND: i'd be lost without them.
33. MONEY: NEEDED for every aspect of life. unfortunately.
34. HEARTACHE: NEVER FUCKING STOPS.
35. LOVE: too much hurt. cant even contemplate it. STILL.
36. TIME: too fast and too slow all at once.
37. DIVORCE: so much failure. :'(
38. TODAY: is not off to good start
39. YESTERDAY: was alright
40. YOU: failure. get the point yet?
Q/A:
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? sort of.
What was the last thing you watched on television? counting cars
Will tomorrow be better than today? i fuckin hope so.
Can you live without your cell phone? i'd rather not.
One thing you're looking forward to? possibly visiting a friend in a couple weeks
Why did you cry the last time you did? #37. yup still hurts enough to do it.
Would you rather fly, drive or travel by train? fly.
Are you tan? NO... well mabe a little. i'd rather not be.
Did you cry today? why? #37. yup still hurts enough to do it. repeating myself.
Who did you last see in person? zed
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? value village like 99% of my clothes
Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see/hear it? pft. what DOESN'T remind me of that someone?
What were you doing last night at midnight? watching the Purge: election year
Can you get over people easily? have you read anything i've said so far? NO. ok. that person was EVERYTHING to me and in the end, reminded me that i'm literally nothing.
Could you date someone taller than you? how could i not? i'm 5'2
Did you hug someone today? no.
Do you miss the way things used to be? yea..
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? 2. they keep me breathing. weather they know it or not.
Is your life anything like it was a year ago? ...yea only $ is improved greatly.
Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? yea. but no.
What holiday is your birthday closest to? xmas
Are you going out of town soon? technically... i need to go to work in 3 hrs
If you could change your eye color would you? probably, a little more solid green would be nice.
What are you thinking of doing right now? ..making lunch?
How are you? apparently a bit emotional today. wtf.
Whats your ringtone? ffdp uner and over it.
What happened at 10:00 am today? dogs woke me up to Pee
Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? i used to, but they died.
Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone? yes. and i love it.
Where is your cell phone? on the counter
Money or love? money. its more reliable. (oh.. so emotional and Bitter.. i see..)
Do your parents really know you? close enough.
Do you think people talk about you? yea probably. my failures are likely a good topic.
Do you think someone is thinking about you? i doubt it.
What was the last thing you laughed at? uhm.. something on tv probably
How did you wake up this morning? little dog jumping on me cuz she needed out, woken from bad dream (ok mostly just sad..)
What were you doing at seven this morning? didn't u ask that already.. woke up to P
Have you ever seen your best friend cry? which one? 50/50 yes
How many texts are in your inbox? i dunno, mabe 50, i delete useless ones.
Is the last person you texted male or female? male
Have you argued with anyone today? not yet.
Do you like your life? ... depends on the day, i'm in a better place now than i was 3 yrs ago, but that emptiness is still causing problems.
What are you listening to? nothing.. the air conditioner?
Are you shy? yes. very. thankfully due to resting bitch-face most just figure i'm a bitch and dont push me to be social.
What plans do you have for tomorrow? work.
Who was the last male you hugged? umm. zed i think.
Who was the last female you hugged? an awesome lady i work with.
Who was the last male you spoke to before you went to sleep last night? not sure
What did you order the last time you had fast food? ice cream.
What did your last incoming text message say? good morning.
Whens the last time you talked with the opposite sex on the phone? on the actual phone???? i dunno, probably some random doctor at work.
What's the last movie you watched at home? Purge 3
Do you think the last person you talked to is nice? yes
Who was the last person that called you? ... goes to check phone... work.
Is someone mad at you right now? oh probably. i'm good at that.
Have you thought about an ex today? dreams and this shit tend to make that happen, yea
Are you friends with the last person you kissed? what kind of question is that.. i would hope so.
Do you think love lasts forever? It can.. or you can be dropped like trash and forgotten while the pain seems to last forever..(crap there goes the waterworks again)