Nov 11, 2008 20:04
well christ almighty, this week's episode of heroes was all kinds of amazing.
my roommates and i watch it obsessively. i can't stop!
our house is really warm. i can't get over how great this is. my old house never had the heat on ever, so it feels really weird to come into a place that is really warm and not even have to think about it. except i think about not thinking about it. and it gets to be this whole THING okay? lately i have been getting really mad about the privilege that people may or may not think i have and whether or not i actually have it or whether it actually counts. like what if there are things that people think about you but they aren't true? is the perception enough. is it the way people treat you or the way you are? i guess i am just talking about passing privilege again. here is a question: what if you want/attempt to pass as something but fail spectacularly BUT pass as something which is acceptable anyway? i don't even know if i know what i mean.
i am considering making some friends, maybe. i think it might be an okay idea.
just kill yourself already