whats the point in all this screaming? no one's listening anyway..
Ahh this summer is going by way too fast! At the same time though, i really want school to start. I mean senior year is gonna be awesome and i just want to get it overwith so i can get the fuck out of here. I honestly am just so sick of everything. I mean I'm focusing more on myself and my future right now and that's probably what i should be doing. I'm just unsure of what it is that i want. But i know for a fact i want to go away to school. That is a definite yes.
I dunno i guess i've learned just not to tell anyone anything because the person who is supposed to be your best friend will most likely stab you in the back. So i'm keeping shit to myself from now on. Its too bad. But i mean as much as i want to ruin this persons life...this person is already fucking it up on their own just fine so they can just keep at what they are doing and they dont need my help. I'm the one who feels like the idiot for actually thinking this person was loyal. wow. Fuck that :)
well anyway..not sure what i wanna do tonight...i wanna go out cause i dont have skating till like 12 tomorrow so i definitely wanna go out i'm just not sure what i want to do with myself. I'm sure i will figure it out.
good song..definitely could apply to me:
She kisses everyone goodbye
And waves her middle finger high
They're never gonna mess with her again
The drama queen is seventeen
And sleeping with the boys for free
She's got a reputation of being easy
Everytime they put her down
She makes a fist and tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now
She thinks about herself
And cares about nobody else
Because the only friends she has all put her down
They hate her when she's beautiful
And even more when she's a fool
They talk behind her back when it's her birthday
Everytime they put her down
She makes a fist and tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away
And everytime she makes a friend
The viscous cycle starts again
She's never, ever, ever looking back
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now
She's saying goodbye
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now
Everytime they put her down
She makes a fist and tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away from here
And everytime she makes a friend
The viscous cycle starts again
She's never, ever, ever looking back
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's used up her lonely tear drops now
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops now...
well have a nice day everyone
<3 Jane
I dunno i guess i've learned just not to tell anyone anything because the person who is supposed to be your best friend will most likely stab you in the back. So i'm keeping shit to myself from now on. Its too bad. But i mean as much as i want to ruin this persons life...this person is already fucking it up on their own just fine so they can just keep at what they are doing and they dont need my help. I'm the one who feels like the idiot for actually thinking this person was loyal. wow. Fuck that :)
well anyway..not sure what i wanna do tonight...i wanna go out cause i dont have skating till like 12 tomorrow so i definitely wanna go out i'm just not sure what i want to do with myself. I'm sure i will figure it out.
good song..definitely could apply to me:
She kisses everyone goodbye
And waves her middle finger high
They're never gonna mess with her again
The drama queen is seventeen
And sleeping with the boys for free
She's got a reputation of being easy
Everytime they put her down
She makes a fist and tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now
She thinks about herself
And cares about nobody else
Because the only friends she has all put her down
They hate her when she's beautiful
And even more when she's a fool
They talk behind her back when it's her birthday
Everytime they put her down
She makes a fist and tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away
And everytime she makes a friend
The viscous cycle starts again
She's never, ever, ever looking back
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now
She's saying goodbye
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now
Everytime they put her down
She makes a fist and tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away from here
And everytime she makes a friend
The viscous cycle starts again
She's never, ever, ever looking back
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye
And leaving tonight
She's used up her lonely tear drops now
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops now...
well have a nice day everyone
<3 Jane