spiderweb is tangeled up with me

[falls_4rm_grace]

sometimes i wonder if he ever thinks about me.
there are only 2 boys other than andrew i know i loved.
one of the boys i still see sometimes and we're cordial to each other or just pretend we don't know each other.
we broke up because i could never ever see him and he was sick of it.
he said that we didn't spend enough time together.
then the other one... i NEVER see. litterally. never.
thats a weird pattern... it's my fault.
bethany is driving down from palmdale right now to see me.
i should be getting ready.
bye.