keep smiling...

Dec 05, 2006 23:59

i know i can't convince you to stop what you're doing to yourself and i know you believe that it's the only thing that relieves the pain. 
i know you're going through an extremely rough time both at home and at school and running away is the only solution.
come to my place if you do decide to run away. it's all the way in the erin mills area, so hopefully that's far enough.
but if my place isn't far away enough, and you want to go farther away, then i'll run with you.
that way, you won't be alone in the freezing weather and i'll be able to keep an eye on you.

the reason why i'm telling you all this is because I CARE. you're one of the few who i can honestly call a good friend.
you're there when i need someone, so why can't i be there when you need someone?
i'm telling you this because it's true.
i know i can't convince you to stay where you are and to discontinue your "daily activity."
so i think the only way to help you overcome everything is to just support you and be there for you until things are looking up.
plus, i know how it feels to cry for more than 2 weeks straight and shed some blood every now and then.

i'll sacrafice my schoolwork just to talk to you if you want to talk.
i'll lie to my parents about coming home late just to see you every now and then.

i'm keeping you in my prayers endlessly. even when things do get better, i'll still pray for you.
i'm praying that you feel better soon and that everything will just clear up.
praying that when you do feel better and things do clear up, it'll stay that way for a very long time.

that's what friends are for, right?
i love you to death, shortcake.
friends forever? fuck yeah. i promise.
talk to you soon.
<3

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