wonder years.

[falloutgirl48]

sitting at my sisters.
watching wonder years.
listening to my dad make comments.
about how the world used to work.
how kevins mom and dad work perfect...how nothing like that
happend for me when i was growing up.
i remember fighting. and waking up at 5 in the morning to pick up
all moms' make up cause dad had thrown it in the backyard
on a rainy night over some arguement.
you have to grab whatever is closest to you.
and hold on to it.
someone who comforts you.
like duke.. im in love with him.
he is my best friend
and forever will he be with me and have my heart
no one else has me. has my heart. or any of my feelings.
i want the perfect relationship with him.
i want to make him soup when he is sick.
and lay with him everynight.
i want everyone to be gone.
and when your a little kid.
you are a little bit of everything.
a artist and musician a scientist.
everything.
you dont give up anything.
every thought in your head will come true.
and i will make it work.
ill pass school this year
and figure everything out. improve my relationship with everyone.

love. is hate. hate. is love.