Sep 05, 2005 18:50
so my baby comes back tonight,
good thing cause i miss him way too fucking much
i talked to my love heather today
we definitely agree on one thing
don't get involved with little boys
cause they fucking go psycho
and read farther into things than they should
i personally like, how someone you aren't even dating...
goes psycho... and acts like you should drop everything for them
when they can't even handle a relationship..
without being all over the rest of the fucking world
ha whatever.
then i also enjoy how people who call themselves your friend..
and people that you will stick up for when they need you,
fucking don't do shit when you need them.
then they apologize and expect everything to go away
well you know what,
it's not going to go away.
but going to back to the cute boy who i get to see tonight,
it's so wierd for me - to be with him
cause honestly i don't think anyone has ever treated me as good as he does
which is an amazing change might i add.
i am so used to letting guys walk all over me,
and treat me like shit...
that i never realized what it's like to feel like someone really cares
and them actually being able to tell you how they feel...
and everyone else for that matter ;)
but i think this is what i need
someone to distract me from the world,
and to really care.
whatever this is.... i'm loving EVERY minute of it.
well i need to shower and get cute
before the love of my life gets back :)
okay bye.
forty-three