Diablo Canyon 1.....why can't you be more like Diablo Canyon 2?

Jan 20, 2005 18:58

Well, i have come to the conclusion that i am god's little play toy. I DIDNT get the job at super target unlike Tim, Moose, and Ray who all DID. This was the last straw to add to my large amounts of depression. I think i have finally been pushed over that hump now that will lead me to stay in all day and not hang out with anyone. So, you guys are probably going to not see me as much. You know i fucking hate this. I try to be such a nice, fun kid. I try to keep all my depression in me so i wouldnt be one of those kids who makes all his friends feel like shit because that one fucking friend is all mopie and depressed. But i really dont know if i can keep this fucking shit up anymore. I swear. I try to be so nice to everyone. I mean i will mess around with friends and be a jerk sometimes, but if my friends are sad and need cheering up or need someone to talk to....im always there. So why the fuck am i getting punished like this. Its fucking bullshit.
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