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I've thought about it before. but never this much. I've come close to it before as well. but never this close.. I was ready to do it, but I don't know what stoped me. I could have done it so easly. but somethig didn't let me. I don't know what it was. I don't even know if I'm thankful for it not letting me. I don't know anymore.. I just don't fucking know.