Peterick: You're Beautiful

[falloutartist]

Yeah, lame title I know. I couldn't think of anything lol. Actually as I was editing this I was thinking of a little background story to go with it. Maybe something like Pete's standing infront of the mirror thinking, "Oh God, I look hideous! I'm so fat and ugly and...pregnanty." And then Patrick just comes up to him, puts his hands on Pete's tummy

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[handbannana]

lol Awwww *blush* Thanx so much! I'm so happy you like it *squee* You always make me feel so good with your awsome comments XD
I hope this made you feel a bit better. I know how depression goes, I was diagnosed with it a few years ago and I still get my bad days even though I'm a lot better now. I know you just kinda met me and you have your awsome girlfriend, but if you ever need anyone to talk to or just vent or whatever, I'm always here. I know writing helps a lot and you obviously do that seeing as how you're an amazing writer, but if you ever want to talk about shit or you just wanna get something out, I'll listen and offer whatever advice I can :)
Love ya too! *hugs*

[handbannana]

Ya no problem! I'm totally here for you if you wanna talk or vent or just write a big long rant to or whatever lol. I've always been the listener with my friends, cause I'm not much of a talker (shy) but I love to listen to people. I don't know if I could help much, but I'm always here if you ever need someone to talk to. You might be bipolar, it's another mental disorder like depression, I think it's actually a form of it. I know someone who has it. It's basically like major mood swings, you can be happy and energetic and crazy at one point and then depressed and apathetic and sullen the next. It's nothing you can control which is probably why you're scared and don't understand it. You can go to your doctor and talk about it, if it is that then they can perscribe you something or you can go to a therapist and talk about it or something.

[handbannana]

If you have a doctor or counsellor or someone you can trust to talk to they can keep it confidential if you don't want your parents knowing. But I think it's good if you talk to someone like a doctor and tell them exactly what you're feeling. I wrote down every feeling I was having and my thoughts and disposition and everything and then told them all to my doctor and that's when he diagnosed me. It might not be bipolar or anything but you should make sure because if you do have that it can be dangerous to go untreated. Because there are things you can do to manage it, like you don't have to go through that and feel that way. I think if you tell your doctor or someone who knows that they're talking about then they could explain it to your parents that it is real and it can be very serious. I don't think they wouldn't take you seriously or treat it frivilously if it's something important or serious like that. They wouldn't want you feeling like that they'd want to do something to make it better.

[handbannana]

Ya writing helps a lot. I think just getting it all out, like everything that you're feeling and thinking and stuff is therapeutic.
And I just meant that I don't want you hurting yourself or anything. Sorry, I'm not trying to diagnose you or anything, just trying to help :)

[handbannana]

I'm totally like that too! I sleep terribly. I'm never tired at a time I should be, like at night lol. I'll get really tired around like 5 or something even if I've slept for a while, and then after if I don't sleep it's like it goes away and then I'm up until like 6am when I have to get up for work at 9 or something, so I'll have to make myself sleep. Sometimes I take Gravol to make me kind of tired cause sleeping pills don't work for me. It's so fucked up lol.
You're not boring. I totally know where you're coming from with a lot of this stuff. I happy to listen :) Anyway go get some sleep, I'm off to bed too lol.