I think I'm losing my mind...
I'm not really sure what's happening. I'm slowly becoming more neurotic, my mood changes randomly, and I'm still smoking. I should have stopped a month ago. I should have learned to fucking deal with reality. But I haven't. I won't. My friend's advice? Quit pot and go to something harder. Presently I'm being recommended blow and acid. What the fuck. Heroin has yet to come up as anything besides a joke. Great friends... godamnit... fucking angst. Where's my guitar pick?