I finally Have....a friend
I talked to someone last night, about things I've never told anyone and always told myself I'd never let anyone in about. I actually talked about things that've been held inside of me my whole life span...and they listened, or at least, I feel like they were listening. I've never cried on the phone...well, except for when I got the phone call of Allie telling me Chris had gotten in a car accident and been thrown out of the car, but other that that I've never cried over the phone but I did last night. I'm not really sure whether or not they'd want me to say their name, if by chance I said what wasn't meant to be said and risk losing the little goofy,seemingly meaningless conversations that in all reality mean ALOT to me. Well, I'll finish posting what I have to say in 2nd period...the bell is gettign ready to ring, but I have just begun writing...XoXo-------------------------------------<33333 ~Hilary