It's been awhile...
Wow, I haven't written in forever, and there have been so many changes in my life... nothing tooooo drastic, but ya know, changes.
I am no longer at the call center, now at a ComericA branch located at Rochester-Avon. I'm not a huge fan as of yet, but we'll see. I might be going back to the call center if all goes well.
I start the beginning of my final year in the sorority as well as far as finishing my bachelors. I've decided that since my work pays for my business classes, I'll start my masters in Business Management next fall.
And... I'm still with Steve. And I love him. And he loves me.
It's so weird to think that this time last year I was SO sure of where my life was headed and with whom. But now... I'm learning that life happens when you're planning it. So now, I'm just living life. And loving it. And enjoying it. I have never been more sure of being unsure because I realize it's not in my hands, something greater is in charge of my life and will lead my where I'm supposed to be.
I know that a small, but important, portion of my family isn't sure of Steve, but who knows, right? I know he thinks we're "forever", but so did the last one. And it wasn't. It was hard letting myself go and care about someone and to be cared about after what I went through... but now that I have, I am so much more stress free. You'd think that by thinking that you have everything planned out that you'd be less stressed, but really, it adds more because hello, things aren't always going to go the way you want them to, so if you just let go of the fact that tomorrow isn't promised, and start LIVING your life... it's a much more beautiful thing.
All I know if that I still do want to get married and have babies one day. I know that I want a husband and just grow old with someone... so let's hope at least that portion of my dreams work out for me. It doesn't matter with who, or when, or how... because whoever, whenever, and however it turns out will ultimately be perfect for me.
I think that's all for now.
I'm bored missing my love.
Love always,
Fallon
I am no longer at the call center, now at a ComericA branch located at Rochester-Avon. I'm not a huge fan as of yet, but we'll see. I might be going back to the call center if all goes well.
I start the beginning of my final year in the sorority as well as far as finishing my bachelors. I've decided that since my work pays for my business classes, I'll start my masters in Business Management next fall.
And... I'm still with Steve. And I love him. And he loves me.
It's so weird to think that this time last year I was SO sure of where my life was headed and with whom. But now... I'm learning that life happens when you're planning it. So now, I'm just living life. And loving it. And enjoying it. I have never been more sure of being unsure because I realize it's not in my hands, something greater is in charge of my life and will lead my where I'm supposed to be.
I know that a small, but important, portion of my family isn't sure of Steve, but who knows, right? I know he thinks we're "forever", but so did the last one. And it wasn't. It was hard letting myself go and care about someone and to be cared about after what I went through... but now that I have, I am so much more stress free. You'd think that by thinking that you have everything planned out that you'd be less stressed, but really, it adds more because hello, things aren't always going to go the way you want them to, so if you just let go of the fact that tomorrow isn't promised, and start LIVING your life... it's a much more beautiful thing.
All I know if that I still do want to get married and have babies one day. I know that I want a husband and just grow old with someone... so let's hope at least that portion of my dreams work out for me. It doesn't matter with who, or when, or how... because whoever, whenever, and however it turns out will ultimately be perfect for me.
I think that's all for now.
I'm bored missing my love.
Love always,
Fallon