there's still hope
I have a sudden feeling of hope. Right now I feel like I can do anything which is a good feeling. So I have to keep it going to get all this shit done. I had two days off from school so I can't miss any more, really, so now I have to get back on track. Kristin kicked my ass pretty good last night and I thank her for that. It's way too weird how similar we are.
I feel good and really scared right now and it's a weird combination. I'm not really sure why I feel scared maybe its just the anxiety but I really need to just enjoy what I have because we're all going to be leaving very soon. Very soon. We're all going to find ourselves soon which is such an exciting and stimulating thing.
I'm really going to miss home though. There are so many memories in this town everywhere. I can't drive anywhere without thinking.."Hey remember that time we did this or that?" Scary scary things to think about.
Ok ADD needs to stop I have to go finish this stuff.
Later
I feel good and really scared right now and it's a weird combination. I'm not really sure why I feel scared maybe its just the anxiety but I really need to just enjoy what I have because we're all going to be leaving very soon. Very soon. We're all going to find ourselves soon which is such an exciting and stimulating thing.
I'm really going to miss home though. There are so many memories in this town everywhere. I can't drive anywhere without thinking.."Hey remember that time we did this or that?" Scary scary things to think about.
Ok ADD needs to stop I have to go finish this stuff.
Later