Mar 10, 2004 22:46
mood: drunk
music: HIM
So here I am updating this thing I dont think anymore really even ever reads anymore. I am somewhat buzzed more like kinda drunk off PBR because i have tons in my fridge. I am in a new place. On keiths comp. He's at work. I moved. I am living in a house. Keith is my roomate.
It feels weird. I work and have a place to call home that isnt all fucked up. I am living in a house with one of my best friends.
I mean I am doing something with myself for once.You know I thought it would make everything better, In ways it did I feel free for once. But I feel lonely as well. And it's frustrating. I have something on my mind and I dont know what. Its making me all emotional and moody.
Larry came and saw me tonight. That ruled. I miss him a lot. He got me silverware and a velvet goldmine cd hehe. I enjoyed my time with him. He's gonna try to come back soon and bring jess so he can meet keiths and stuff.
I went to my dads house the other day to get my mail and did the dishes for him. I feel bad becaus hes all a lone my sister hasnt been home in like a week. Bu i think he might be kind ahppy. he needs his house to himself
Tober seems happy. She is distroying everything. She is getting fat too. So am I getting a beer belly... its funny PBR is so bad lol
Babs called me like 4 times today....
I met a guy named seth that is really cool. Its strange. I am not getting into this on here
I miss my nieces.
I hope I dont drive keith insane. He is one of my best friends. Living with someone is weird. I've been kinda of an emotional cunt lately. I wish i could figure out what was on my mind.
I need closer and reasurrence.
My head hurts
I think im gonna look for my house keys and sleep
Fallon