She left me dislocated, Disavowed, And twitching
Being a morning person is weird. I am not use to it yet. I like my new job so far. It's gonna make me more social. Because well I have to be haha. I am gonna be paying twds my bills soon. It shouldn’t take long to get them all paid off. With 40 hours a week I should be doing pretty good. I am gonna buy a meat cleaver too damnit. I have a little one. But I want a family of meat cleavers! I think I might buy some CDs I have been wanting too. Like the last Newly Deads cd and some front 242 I use to have. Gonna get Tober fixed and get some new nice clothes. Things I need mostly. Well I don’t need CDs but I need new clothes bad and Tober to be fixed.
And I am gonna get more memory for my comp. And switch out the hard drives and reformat then I think my comp will work a lot better need to put this new modem in too. And get rid of gAyOL. I have to work today at 1. There is like tons of snow outside. It's insane. I wanna make a snow penis. I didn’t get to last yr.
I had to get a TB test yesterday for work. Man was that some crazy shit. The people at the health dept are scum bags they don’t use gloves to give you shoots. FUCK THAT SHIT!
Am gonna start working on my record collection too I think. And my belt buckle collections because well I collect belt buckles and I don’t fucking have any lol. I can’t wait to get working enough hours to where I can move out. Shouldn’t take that long. I am so glad I can trust Keith he rocks one of my best friends. I think him and Larry are really the only people I can trust. Keith and I are gonna have one fucked up apt.
So I think I am ready to start dating. I don’t want a long-term relationship or anything. Just maybe date. The only problem is I don’t know how to date or who to date lol. So this might now happen. Oh well.
Things here have been pretty fucked up my sister decided to hit me in the face the other night mainly because I told her I wouldn’t baby-sit because I had to be at work at 9am. And didn’t want to take the chance of her not coming home and fucking me over.
I need to update my poetry page on my site but I have nothing really to put up because I haven’t been writing. Maybe I will get out of this block.
I got so fasted on sat I puked all over myself that was gay. LOL. I puked a lot. I need to remember to eat before I drink or just fucking do it because sat I was saying, " man I haven’t eaten" then took down like 10 beers. That was fucking stupid. lol.
Sex toys are cool
~Fallon~
Tragedy (for You)
By:~front 242~
With that skill that was hers alone
She drove her clutches into me
I was dumbfounded
She was hungry
She required me entirely
All that's left is here to remain
It's a dull and cruel pain
That passes the ages unaltered
Her stamp is in my heart
I still feel disemboweled
I clearly retain
A blank
The void
The sore in my soul
The mark in my heart
Her acid reign
Hot sun, global fun
Needed action, start to run
And that voice that was hers alone
Still resounds in me
She left me dislocated
Disavowed
And twitching
Her rhythm is in my heart
She inspired in me
An acute sense of treachery
And I am gonna get more memory for my comp. And switch out the hard drives and reformat then I think my comp will work a lot better need to put this new modem in too. And get rid of gAyOL. I have to work today at 1. There is like tons of snow outside. It's insane. I wanna make a snow penis. I didn’t get to last yr.
I had to get a TB test yesterday for work. Man was that some crazy shit. The people at the health dept are scum bags they don’t use gloves to give you shoots. FUCK THAT SHIT!
Am gonna start working on my record collection too I think. And my belt buckle collections because well I collect belt buckles and I don’t fucking have any lol. I can’t wait to get working enough hours to where I can move out. Shouldn’t take that long. I am so glad I can trust Keith he rocks one of my best friends. I think him and Larry are really the only people I can trust. Keith and I are gonna have one fucked up apt.
So I think I am ready to start dating. I don’t want a long-term relationship or anything. Just maybe date. The only problem is I don’t know how to date or who to date lol. So this might now happen. Oh well.
Things here have been pretty fucked up my sister decided to hit me in the face the other night mainly because I told her I wouldn’t baby-sit because I had to be at work at 9am. And didn’t want to take the chance of her not coming home and fucking me over.
I need to update my poetry page on my site but I have nothing really to put up because I haven’t been writing. Maybe I will get out of this block.
I got so fasted on sat I puked all over myself that was gay. LOL. I puked a lot. I need to remember to eat before I drink or just fucking do it because sat I was saying, " man I haven’t eaten" then took down like 10 beers. That was fucking stupid. lol.
Sex toys are cool
~Fallon~
Tragedy (for You)
By:~front 242~
With that skill that was hers alone
She drove her clutches into me
I was dumbfounded
She was hungry
She required me entirely
All that's left is here to remain
It's a dull and cruel pain
That passes the ages unaltered
Her stamp is in my heart
I still feel disemboweled
I clearly retain
A blank
The void
The sore in my soul
The mark in my heart
Her acid reign
Hot sun, global fun
Needed action, start to run
And that voice that was hers alone
Still resounds in me
She left me dislocated
Disavowed
And twitching
Her rhythm is in my heart
She inspired in me
An acute sense of treachery